I basically just gave up on my midterms. I would have liked to have tried harder on them, but life just kept me far too busy. I barely had time to sleep, and this was supposed to be my spring break. I can't say I'm surprised though; I've never been good with my own time management. It's really funny to me because a large portion of my job is me helping students acclimate themselves to college life and figuring out the best way to maximize their study time so that they may succeed. I'm just really shit at this sort of thing, especially when I'm trying my best at it.
I just don't want to work. Like, ever. I want to squeeze by as a C average person my whole life, and still reap the rewards of an A+ person. I haven't exactly figured out how to do that yet, and I'm not really trying that hard to figure it out either. I'm sure the answer is somewhere out there in the cosmos, but hell if I know where to look for it. I just want to play, slack off, and enjoy life's simpler pleasures. I don't need much to be happy.
I really should try harder though. I need to surf the Luck Plane with all of my skill to at least gain a steady stream of Slack to keep me going. I'm sure I can still pull off a win for this semester, but I have to start trying harder now so I can actually achieve some level of success.
Ah, fuck it, I'm too sleepy. I'll start trying harder tomorrow.